im not sure which way it goes, so confused.

i feel like i love my bf. i moved 7 hours away from everything i knew to be with him, constantly try nd impress him, be there for him, help him. am i being obsessive?

i dont have anyone else around me, nd i am having a hard time coping with this lonliness. we dont live together. our relationship is complicated, he lives at home, his parents know nothing about me. he tells me that well move when we get married, which marriage will not happen until he is settled with a good job, and finished school. i am 2 years older than him, 24, and i feel like i want to figure out my life. have at least somewhat of a plan. with him im left in the dark.

in the meantime i struggle not smothering him. its gotten so bad that even when he comes over everything i do annoys him. i look at him too much, i touch him too much.even when i try to b sexy he says to stop or he will leave. it kills me.....

i feel like he dosnt take me seriously (infact he says that alot). i try to tell him how hard it is, he dosnt even try to understand. idk wat to do. i dont want to leave him. i dont have to worry about him cheating, its never that. idk if hes not ready to commit, or if he will never b.

should i leave? should i stay? i am soooooooo confused nd idk where else to turn.

help me please with any advice, no matter how harsh. i need some input.