why is it that no-matter how hard i try, how much i pray, how much i give, how much i love, how much i support..........nothing good ever, happens to me???
i don't want perfect, i don't even want semi-perfect! i would settle for fair and decent., thats all just fair. why do things like this, bad things, always happen to me??
why??? i'm a loving caring person to everyone i meet, even people i don't know...............and i have waited all these years, without saying a word, without even thinking it, and now i'll i want to do is scream from the mountain top.......................HELLO, CAN ANYONE SEE ME? DOES ANYONEHEAR ME? DOES ANYONE ANTWHERE EVEN CARE?