Kind of somewhere in between. I have my one day of work per week today and am afraid that I will mess up or somehow have a breakdown because of the effects of Strattera on me. My brain feels a little fuzzy, but I think I have enough energy to do the work if I can only focus. The first 2 days I was on this I wished for death or the hospital. Now I just sleep a lot and don't feel interested in doing anything. I have to force myself to come onto the site and read and post. That's the extent of my daily productivity before I want to climb back under the covers. I called the p-doc and hopefully she will prescribe a true anti-depressant, not ADHD meds. Hope I can afford them or that she has samples. My mood is not that bad considering the past 5 day trial on this stuff. But the next dose titrates to 7 more mg than what I've had so far. So I'm terrified I'll sleep even longer if I have to take it tonight. So I guess you could say that I feel insecure today. I want to stay home and hide, but I don't want to let down my bosses or lose my job.