Feeling anxious and exhausted today. I can feel the depression kicking in too. All I really feel like is climbing back in bed. I'm missing my husband really bad today and wishing life wasn't so hard. Pretending everything is alright is getting more difficult by the day. I keep telling myself I have to keep it together for my kids. I don't know how long I can keep up this charade. Usually coming to PC helps me out, but today I can't find the words to say to people. Wishing the stupid economy would pick up so things wouldn't be so ****ing hard. My mind has been racing since last night. Too much going on for me to handle.