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Originally Posted by anderson
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We use to want that info still do when we think that it will stop others from using our DID againts us. but in truth even being partial intergrated we do not have a concret calander of events. Our T keeps asking us for names and ages, finely one of the alters just told her we do not have names, we are known for the trauma that made us. There are a few of us that do have names but the majority of us were not allowed to have names and it was not safe for us to remember about each other. The inner walls are a double edge sword. they keep us from the trauma and the good times. It is not always so bad just when we are reminded how different we are from those around us.
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That's interesting. Yeah, I agree that the inner walls are a double edged sword. I am afraid of what might come out, but at the same time, I think it might answer some questions. Sheesh....do I really want to know or should I stay in the dark, so to speak? I just don't know.
Thanks for your experience. It helps meto see where I am at in the process, too.
