Thanks Marjan..

It was a mutual agreed fb relationship status change... we talked about it when I spent the week with him while he was down in Perth I changed mine to "in a relationship" and he changed his to ""in a relationship with Belinda..." LOL so I put him on mine too...

I spilled my guts to him last night about feeling insecure and feel embarrassed by it now.. but he was really good about it.. wanted to do anything to make me feel better.. told me that he REALLY REALLY likes me.. that I am special and that he wants to spend a long long time with me. He knows about Mark (most of the story) and knows that's why I am scared of getting hurt...

He has been on Fb chat this morning to me (it's just 8am here).. he sneaks in a few chats through out the day and then will ring me tonight... So it does seem that it is all going really really well.. so worried that I will stuff it up with my doubts and nasty thoughts!! That I will push him away.

The other thought going through my head is that if he isn't the 'right one' (is there such a person anyway??) that I am wasting my time when I really want to settle down, have kids etc....
But he feels like the right one when I am not feeling crazy like now!!