I found an old letter from a friend I have not seen or talked to in 7 years. The letter brought back so many memories and emotions I wasn't expecting. I looked for him online and found him. I think he was surprised to hear from me. And I think he was glad too. I've messaged him a cpl times and I've just been letting my feelings out and I haven't even seen him. We've just txt today. I didn't mean to let all of it just come out. I feel kinda silly to remember someone as they were and to want to reconnect years later without knowing who they are now. *sigh* And I'm not good at opening up. I felt like it was ok. But now I am feeling so vulnerable. And I think I'm just going to cry.