post about my problems, but I've really been having a hard time of it lately. Been without any anti-depressants for about three weeks now. Just now becoming aware of the results. Been on a short fuse and now I'm finding it difficult to deal with everyday things. Not only that, but I'm sure that it's because I have no insurance at the moment, that my body decided to make things a bit rougher, too. What the heck! Lets all of me make it harder, why not?

Seems my arthritis is progressing to where it hasn't been before. Now the middle of my spine is killing me whether "I sleep on it right" or not. So it's my lumbar spine, my cervical spine AND all points inbetween. My kidneys have decided to lay down on the job and I've been swelling to the point of making me panic. The water pills I take daily aren't cutting it, either. Then a more personal problem that makes it almost impossible to sit. You've heard of reeming someone a new *****? Yep! I think I have a new one that is EXTREMELY painful. Didn't know it was physically possible...

And I won't go into the family problems that have RE-STARTED just since I've been without my ADs.

I don't need solutions. I know how to get physical help for myself. Right now, I don't have the motivation, is all. Maybe I just want ya'll to know I'm having a bad time of it and would like some empathy...