Oh my gosh, you guys.

I *know* T. The fact that he hasn't called or e-mailed means that he CAN'T. Because he won't leave a message if he can't be authentic. And I know he's mad, or at least trying to figure out if he's mad. I am sure of it.

I know we'll work it out. Maybe. Today before I told him what I did, just that I had crossed a boundary, he said that what he would have a really hard time with was if it involved his family. And looking at his wife's FB page involves his family.

I want to defend myself. I want to point out that I didn't show up at his house, I didn't follow his wife to work, I didn't call on the phone...I just looked at her public FB profile. You know?

And this really immature part of me wants to point out that when he had to cancel a session because he was hurt, he had HIS WIFE e-mail me, to my e-mail address, which is my full name. So. I never said anything to him about it (and I won't now) but that feels like a boundary crossing - or a breach of confidentiality or whatever - to me

But. Mainly I am just soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sad. I can't even tell you.