I am seeing a pdoc at the same center I saw my tdoc, some of my ptsd/social anxiety/trauma fears caused me to only be able to be in the room with him if she was in there too. They said I could get another female that works there to sit in with me but you must understand that my tdoc was just about the only one I would even speak to besides the 2 receptionists and for sure the only one I felt safe enough in the room with him with.

Right now I just wish I had her to talk to... I could tell her all my craziness and know she wasnt judging me, was interested and could intellectually understand and respond to, and was compassionate (made me feel cared about and deserving of care)....