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Jul 26, 2010, 11:45 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2007
Location: Colorado
Posts: 9,092
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I'm falling so fast. In a week my mood has sunk to all time lows of the past 6 months or so. I have come extremely close if not actually did self harm. I dissociated to a minor level for the first time in a VERY long time *went crazy*.
This is not good. 
I have T tomorrow night. I wish I had thought to call her, I didn't have enough warning before I *went crazy*, I really wish I had been able to because I was NOT safe tonight for the first time in a very long time (well over a year).
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Yesterday I was so clever, so I want to change the world.
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.
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