I just got home from a vacation down the shore with my family. So many great talks and laughs warmed my heart after spending months in my apartment struggling with my recent bout with agoraphobia and its utter loneliness. Spending quality time with people I love and who love me felt amazing. Not to mention how much I love being near the ocean. I find it so healing and peaceful. So here I am back in my apartment and back to reality. Back to the anxiety, loneliness and depression.