Mary Alice, I get scared like that too, not able to vocalize the thoughts in my head. My counselor has helped me realize that the thoughts are normal and that I've got to get used to hearing myself say words I'm thinking. Also I've rehearsed outloud some thoughts and then somehow spit them out during counseling. That's helped.

I don't know much about the program yet. It is during the day only. It's a safe place for me to cry.

((((Huggs))))))

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