I have a doctor appointment today. I'm really nervous. I don't want to be weighed and I don't want her to feel my glands or anything. I don't want to be suspected. I don't want to be sent away. My Dr. is already fearful of me going away to college and that was when I was only purging 1-2 times a week. I don't want her to prevent me from going! Are there any ideas of how to just cope with all my feelings instead of SI and ED? I'm at a loss. Sorry for so many posts.