What if I stay like this?

I want my family to move back I feel so lost...helpless..I feel like I am falling apart at the seems and losing myself. Every day it gets worse. I don't even know who I am anymore. I am in the worst pain I have ever felt in my life.

PTSD. I have intestinal parasites. Everything has been spinning since I went to court. I am down to 96 lbs. Being physically sick I can handle. But not all of this. Someone please give me some hope.