Thank you everyone for your support and kind words. I have been calling the Crisis Centre a few times a day now. If things get worse, I can always stay there and will have liberty to leave when I want during the day (check on my mum etc). If I stay there and they find that I am not improving, then they will take me to the hospital.

I am probably going away tomorrow until Friday with my mum. I am worried that I won't have access to a phone. I guess we can come home if things get really bad.

I wish I didn't have to worry about my mum on top of everything else.

Thanks for reading and your support.