haha yeah I know.. but having the 'feelings' talk so early on is embarassing LOL... He does need to know somethings.. especially if I start backing off.. don't want him to get the wrong idea.. if i do back off it's simply cos am scared..and have scar tissue that is still healing

Why do I have this insecurity that he will cheat on me tho... I believe that he is genuine and everything he says rings true.. right down to him talking about the future (wants to take me to his best friends dad's birthday in France in July next year..LOL)

I know that I am thinking silly thoughts... so how to stop them.. what if I have made a bad choice.. It makes me want to push everything away and just keep dating randoms.. no relationship means no thoughts of confusion.. BUT i really like him and thats what frightening me silly..