I've just about had it - an accummulation of stress and incompetencies. Systems not working, people taking the piss out of me and not know when enough is enough. Busy shouting and swearing my head off, being aggressive left right and centre.
either going to get my ***** fired or land up with a nervous break-down.

Realising more and more how the lack of tolerance of stress in BP-ers is a problem.
Just don't know what to do. Hoping the benzo's will help as a slight sedative. Taken 1 Klonopin 0.5mg and will keep going until I fall asleep.

RANT RANT RANT....