(((rap))) I'm sorry if I have anything to do with your not posting here, like you need to.

I don't think the universe speaks that way... you know?

I think it was great that your husband didn't have his heart attack until right after you arrived home!
I remember the incident with the girl in your work... and thought that THAT was HER trial, and for HER future. Did that not turn out as we expected???
I know you are working always towards continuing education.. and that online is the way to go for the timebeing.. because you want to be active in this.
Medical problems happen. Waiting for life to give you a clean plate is like waiting till you can afford children before you have them.

Don't read into these things, try and keep the positive going, and see the possibilities ahead. Use your noggin to work these things out. I do think the Universe gives us more and more difficult tasks as we are ready. This means, you are growing, and "ready" for the advanced life processes?

TC