I miss my mom so much. For those of you who don't know, she died from cancer last year. I don't know how to deal with her death. I write a lot about her. Tomorrow I'll go in and talk to my t about her...how much I miss her, how I wish she were still here...all of that. I miss everything about her. From the way she smelled to the things she did for me. That's a lot of ground to cover. I even miss her bigoted comments about other people. I wish I had it all back.