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Old Jul 28, 2010, 10:06 AM
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Originally Posted by BlackPup View Post
I used to have all sorts of ideas about triggers and plans to deal with them but last week when I got sick with a really bad cold (which always would end up with me depressed for a month ) Instead of following all the ideas for avoiding depression that I read and tried, I just accepted that I was sick and needed to rest and didn't fight it or blame myself like I used to, and I actually enjoyed the time to rest and came back with no depression
I was wondering what kind of triggers you have identified, do you see early warning signs of mood changes and are there things that actually stop an episode
If I'm well I'm quite resilient to stress, but if I'm not at 100% things that shouldn't be stressful can be a major trigger. In the past year I can most times take a step back and see that it's the illness not me that is causing me to feel stressed and just the knowledge helps me feel a bit more in control.

As far as stopping an episode for me it sometimes just comes for no reason, but I have definitely gotten better at managing the illness and that is more prevention than anything else. I agree with just accepting how we are feeling whether it's tired etc. especially when we are physically ill. We are humans, we can get tired and sometimes we need rest. I can tell the difference between that and depression tiredness and during that time I truly just push through and continue with my routine otherwise I tend to spiral down. My red flag for depression is my mouth gets tingly.....I know weird, but that's what happens!
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