I feel for Novack, homeless for six months! I just couldn't do it, myself. I'd rather self-terminate. There are ups and downs, as for everyone. I wrote here two weeks ago about the determination I felt, and today I had both tomorrow's cases cancel for nonsensical reasons. I don't charge for cancellations. It makes me feel like giving up. I only had four cases set for July, and three of them have cancelled. I wonder about caring any more. I suppose my wife and cats can do without me. Her social security will go up with survivor's benefits. She'll lose the house, but she might move in with my brother, who has lots of space since he just got divorced, kept the house but lost the kids. I guess I need more success of any kind at all in order to keep my spirits up and keep going.