(((((((((Tomi)))))))))) I sure understand about the back pain and the arthritis pain. All of my fingers are swollen and hurting most of the time now. My knees and one hip and my spine all hurt from it too. I cannot take anti-inflammatory drugs....even asprin or I have awful belly aches.

You have my empathy, sympathy and prayers. Physical pain makes all the mental stuff seem worse, imo.