I hate the idea of having labels but is what I am feeling depression? I tend to get spells where I just do not want to get out of bed. I am unable to focus on everyday tasks. I write from home and I used to love it now I dread the thought of it, which sucks because me working is what keeps my husband from needing a second job. I have two little ones ages 1 and 3 years old, i find myself getting mad at them for little things often to the point t where i have to leave the room.