(((Sky)))

Not posting here has more to do with me than anyone else. I've felt like I shouldn't post about things I'm not handling well because I ought to be a good example, and also I ought to be able to handle things on my own, ... I was also afraid of being a bad example by posting about the wrong things, like other parts of the story that I left out, but that was mostly later.

If all this stuff means that I'm growing, I've had about enough growth for a while and could use a break. But I hope I can get through it, and I can see how if I could make it through this maybe other stuff wouldn't be so hard anymore.

TC too.