I got up feeling good, looking forward to the day, then somebody said something hateful about me online, and it triggered me. I got angry, then some other people chimed in making fun of me about my reaction, and it threw me into a deep, deep depression.
When I get this way, I listen to sad, sad songs and cry, which is what I've been doing for hours.
And now I've ruined yet another social forum, because I can't possibly go back there now. I really liked it too.
Sometimes, I feel like I don't fit in anywhere. I wish I could go live in a cave.
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