So I feel like I'm dieing. I know I'm not really but I'm miserable. I'm irritable blue sleepless very tire such a mixture of feelings and body reactions. I was on cloud nine the other day and now I'm not so high anymore I'm not all the way down but feeling some of the emotions. Was doing well. Untill overload and now I'm faltering. I hate faltering. I can't tell anyone bcz they all think I'm doing so well. *sigh* I don't even know