I am at my wits end, well im not but I feel like it. I even stuck up for myself arguing with the telecom(phone) lady on the phone, usually Id just say ok and leave it but im SO angry with everything.

I live in a flat of 6 people right and we are all leaving this year and we arranged for our phone to be cut off on Nov 29th and the man said thats fone and the only bills we would get would be peoples toll calls, YET most of my flatmates have gone now and left their toll call money . . . and a $103 bill comes along and $68 of that being the line rental which wasnt meant to come. And they say oh we will credit you when your next bill comes . . . . . and im like umm no this account won't be used again so theyre like well we will send u a cheque after ur next bill. Don'y they get I cant pay that much.

Money has me stressed to the limit at the moment because uni has finished and my student allowance has finished yet my work gave me 11 hours last week and 19.5 next week YET they wont CUT my hours so I can get the student hardship benefit - do they want me to crash and burn?

SOOOO this week, I get $92 after tax from work, my rent is $73.50 and $30 goes into my savings and OH LOOK thats more than I get.
The next week i get $165 and thats still BARELY enough.

Money is the source of all evil, I am SO stressed out. I can't wait to live at my parents for a year next year, well in some ways, i can also see it driving me nuts.

Sorry for my little rant there, i think maybe I just needed to get it off my chest instead of crying about it.

Im also a bit munted up cause my ex who im not over blew me a kiss on the phone last night - it was him who rang me, I been trying to lessen contact with him, but then when he calls me my heart just bleeds for him

Imma go cause im all cryey and munted

Kim

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