Belle....being grumpy is not good....specially that he's still very new in your life...probably, you should lower your expectations from him....

I could read his email when I logged into the dating site....he still wants to meet on Sunday...He said he has some trouble with the airplane engine and it might not be fixed till Sunday....Honesty, I feel better if we go just for a simple date like movie or dinner....I gave him couple of options in the email like going for a movie....I love to see Inspection or we can go to the Mummies museum....he wants to do hiking....It's so damn hot here....I said it's too hot for hiking unless we go either very early in the morning or late at night....

anyway, I don't feel any pressure at all....I think I've been in so much emotional roller coasters and so many lonely days that I don't really care anymore....what would happen? me living by myself....boo...that doesn't scare me anymore....It's okay to be alone....

love you guys
Marjan