Ok, need some advice, he's going on vacation this week. He will be away for the weekend but will be back the rest of the week. I can't stand the thought of being together 24-7 for 5-6 days. Especially if he is drinking. I can feel the rage in me building to the point that it scares me. What if I loose control, what if he turns my rage 2 fold. Not sure what to do. cann't go anywhere, and that would only pi$$ him off. I feel like a rat in a maze! Searching and searching but getting know where.
Just don't know how to deal with this! It's been a long, long time since I've had to deal with this. I'm affraid that all the pent up anger, and fustration are going come out all at once and I won't be able to control it.

Anyone, seriously I need some advice here. What can I do to calm the fear.