Hello ((((celeste))))

You do sound depressed. But it's best that a doctor diagnose you rather than us just tell you that you sound depressed.

If you go to a doctor he can offer you medication or you may wish to try the herbal treatments that are available. If you haven't had medication before now and your Dr thinks treatment is in order then maybe the herbal way is a good option?

But in your assessment there are many things to be considered so rather than just saying "I think I'm depressed" you would be much better to see the Dr. I agree with what turquoisesea and melissa.recovering have said.

I wish you luck with your diagnosis, because once you have it that is when your treatment can begin and hopefully treat you successfully,

Rhiannon