Well, I have a meeting in 30 minutes (Has been postponed for the 2nd time already) to see if they will move me to a department that offers me more job satisfaction and all me to feel like I actually am something. I'd actually said to my boyfriend that I wanted to take today off to regroup. But I wasn't going to sit at home on my own. Will wait for a day when my bf also has off and we can do something together - i need company around me