I really need to consider a break. It just makes me feel weak when I feel I cannot perform. It like undermines me - I'm not weak, I'm a go-getter. But at the moment I'm just so down and reaching breaking point. And I cannot see the fruits of my efforts.
I'm not the kind of person that can just do a job, I need some kind of satisfaction, I need to achieve
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller"
Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified
Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn
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