estee i know where you are coming from. for years i been dealing with this depression and no one not even my family could understand or be there for me. sometimes i feel it is my fault for everything and sometimes i feel like giving up. i have a family who hurts me and dont care even to see my kids or me. they have done wrong to me and i know i am not perfect but i let them know how i felt like that did any good it made it worst.

when you said that it seems like no one respects or want to listen or care that is how i feel. and sometimes the world seems to be out to get you. i feel that too. you feel alone and lost and lost of hope. but you are not alone you have people like me and others who can be here because we understand and what you need is a friend.