I know exactly what you mean. I used to be passionate about the life I lived in general. I loved my work and took pride in it. I used to study medicine all the time. Now I can't find the motivation to crack a book. I will be practicing again in the future so I know I should be studying. That should be motivation enough in itself, but idk... I still just can't find my passion again. I just feel like I am floating through life like a ballon and there is no point in trying bc the wind will take you where it wants to anyway.

I still think it is there too. It is just buried deep under the heavy, wet blanket of depression. I feel like I just have to reach a little farther inside of myself to get a grasp on it. I hope you find the strength to reach down and find your passion again. (((siempre)))