Thanks, I'm feeling a lot better now at the moment because about an hour after I last posted a friend called me and invited me out next saturday with all his friends, and we are having a sleep over at my place on tuesday and watching movies. He's one of my only real friends, he's one of the most decent people you'll ever meet. He knows I've been so lonely and down lately and is one of the only people who's made any effort to support me by spending time with me.
The only medication I need right now is real friendship and feeling wanted. And maybe pizza...