Im flipping out, its come at once, I dont have anybody, I have nowhere to go, i havent seen a friend in months I havent seen a relative other than my mother in months I dont have a job Im a failure nobody wants me Ive always been wrong I wasnt even born because someone wanted me, i was only born because my parents are drunks and couldnt use the intelligence to prevent me from existing, they were only together of 3 months and I didnt meet my dad for 18 years like I was just this unwelcome person that appeared into his life, and Im never going to lose this weight I gained because my doctor was stupid and put me on this medication i never should have taken,
i dont even know why i bother to ask for help anymore i know nobody cares, if they did I would be like this in the first place, i just want someone to give a **** about me, not someone on the computer that Ive never met telling they care because they want me to feel better, i want someone to call me and say lets do something or invite me somewhere or just talk to me because whether they like it or not I AM here and I cant help that