My anxiet has beed getting wors eht ativa, isn't doing as much I may need to up it. I decided to be spontanious(so out of charactr to see my friend. He has no idea. I just wanted to surprise him and of course see him. I got to the only address I cld get out of him besides his home town. His employment. I feel sort of like a stalker. I just won't be able to see himm otherwise for another month and I miss him now.