Thanx dance. I do text to and I just did surprise him at work I know we won't have much time to spend together from short breaks. I asked him when he was working. I am never spontanious like that. It really waas hard on me I took my ativan cuz inthe car I cldnt breath etc. It helped. I'm excited. He was in shock. Like said only get a few minutes for his break but getting to see him at all is fabulous. We had a big hug and he has to work until his break I'll wait cuz I drove to see him. Lol. I felt so brave at first now very very anxious. He looks so good so healthy. I definitely have feeling for him. We both want to go slow and the hour drive qill help that. wish me luck.