It'll be okay, just calm down.;-) they are not really right because they just don't understand your situation. This is a MEDICAL condition! You did not CHOOSE this! It is never your fault, trust me.;-) and first of all: no one is normal. Ever. So don't you dare let anyone tell you that;-) maybe you should find a doctor? They can't refuse if you ask for help.;-) finding an online therapist helped me so much. It's free, and I can vent as much as I please on it.;-)

let me know if you need anything.;-) pm anytime!

Hang in there! I know you can do this!