(((((((Mrhomercat)))))))
Do you have a pdoc that you can discuss your medication with? Perhaps you need different medication(s) in order to help you feel better. Also, are you currently in therapy? Therapy can be very beneficial towards recovery.

If you are not feeling well enough to work, by the way, applying for disability is always an option until you can get back on your feet and find employment. I'm currently in this situation.

I hope you are feeling better soon.