thank you. i know that i have to start with the one that bothers me the most and then work on. but sometimes the one that is mostly bothering me i can not fix or i try to fix and the others just make is even bad and i just dont understand.

well i start with this. last week my mom ended up in the hospital and i found out she has stroke. this will be number 3 stroke she had now. the first two was back in the early 90s and now. well my dear b as a sister never called me too let me know my mom my mom too was in the hospital until hours later when they all went home and then they remembe to call me. i could hear it in sam my sisters girls voice when she call it was like i was a bother to call. i was pee so pee at them. when my mom call me the next day to talk to me i was not really talking to her because i was so fk pee off and i think she hear it in my voice that i was pee off. there is more but i start with that one.

see my mom move in with my sister because she was babysiting for my sister and now my sister dont need her anymore my mom was ask to move out and my sister bought a one bed condo with two kids and she will not take my mom with her knowing this is how my mom is. my mom will not move up where i am only a hour away from her favoita tina so i dont know why my mom ask for my help. i told my mom that is was tinas fault that our mom ended up the way she is. tina could have left her where she was living and not move her out of there. tina my sister is very selfish now and does drugs and all that. she is mad at me because i came down on her and told her off. sam her girl is very rude and disrepectful with me and sam and victor only calls me when they want something from me. they dont even call to talk to my two kids or anything. they miss my two kids bdays and they said i am not far and cost to much money to come and visit. i am ony a hour away and cost the same when i come down. i live in mississauga, ontario and they live in toronto, ontario. please. this is all bs...this started as far as i was a young little girl too now and when my kids were born. i seen how i was being treated and how my kids were being treated. my sister and her two kids were treated better then me and my two kids. and i could not understand why. what did i do so wrong. i know i made mistakes and i know i am not perfect but why i get treated different then my sister and why my sister and her two kids treat me so wrong. why because i open my month or because the way i live. please this bs..

sorry.