pachy, i havent been following this thread enough to say anything useful (its going too fast for me to keep up) but i wanted to send you lots and lots of love. i'm on your side and am prepared to sit with you wherever you end up or decide .

i also think you're being remarkably brave by continuing this thread. i havent seen so much pachy-thought and self disclosure in all the time ive been here on PC. i think it's wonderful, and also an honour for us to be a part of .