I'm not sure if there's ever a total "cure" for any mental illness. However, we can learn to live with what we have...learn coping skills and perhaps take medications that help.

I have OCD that has been in remission for several months, and it's great. It took a lot of hard work, but it is achievable. What was once crippling is now usually harmless.

I'm sorry you are going through so much. I hope you are going through therapy...it helped my OCD so much and if you work hard, I think it can help you too.