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I picked up the paper today and read that the company that runs all the hospitals and in our area is closing down their mental health centers. so my t. is gone. I volunteer with our MHA and know there are no adult services in our area, I was driving 45min to see the one I had....what am Im going to do I have been holding on by a thread already
we have taken in my sister who was just diagnosed bipolar and lost her house, business, everything....so I have been trying to keep her OK.....i just don't know, I'm lost....i have met a few people on here that have been very helpful...I have no other friends. I know i isolated myself...i didn't think it would be this bad...i need a friend, i feel so alone I cant even think straight
I finally just started trusting her, I really cant start over honestly...why does this sh** always happen to me, it is like something is written on my forehead that says (i dont know what I am allowed to say here)
I know I am supposed to reach out and I am trying, I dont know who should care if I dont and I really dont!
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 The most authentic thing about us is our capacity to create, to overcome, to endure, to transform, to love and to be greater than our suffering.
Ben Okri
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