Jexa-
I can relate. The beginning of August is a really tricky anniversary time for me,too. You know, it's not uncommon that those of us in the mental health field are dealing with our own trauma stuff- are you familiar with SAMSHA's initiative on trauma informed care that acknowledges high rates of trauma with both clients and staff? Learn more here:
http://mentalhealth.samhsa.gov/nctic/trauma.asp
Please remember to be gentle with yourself, give yourself credit and do something especially nurturing for you. I'll do the same, knowing there is at least one other person working on this right now, okay?