I really understand how you feel! Sometimes everything just piles up on us, and, for some reason, some of us cannot handle things like others can. I am on meds again and waiting for them to take full effect. Doing better, but not like I want to be yet. How are you handling your anxiety? I find myself not wanting to do anything, just lay around, and that is not good, I know, but my energy level was nothing, getting a little better.