I can't get ahead of the house cleaning. I'm at least able to get some things back in order, but I get frustrated because it needs a good scrub down. The rugs are dirty, the floors haven't been cleaned, everything is dusty. I think I'm triggered into thinking about what this says about me as a person. It makes me feel like I have lost control. I want to get away from this type of thinking. Things are dirty now but at some point later they will be clean again. I just want to be able to let it go.