For the past year in T, I've only been talking about day to day and week to week events because I've been in a constant episode of depression or mania (mixed actually according to the p-doc). Now that I've had a few good days in a row on this new med combo, I feel that I'm ready to delve into my past. I've acted like my life started at age 23, but there are things before then that I've compartmentalized and blocked out. So, now that I'm stable or a bit up, I can root out some of the old hurts which I couldn't before. Maybe you've already talked about your past as much as you want or need to, but that's what I'm going to do with my stable time in T for as long as it takes to feel whole again. I may even get some CBT homework.