Today I almost thought I was going to lose it. I woke up with my anxiety level out the roof. My clonepen didn't even help. I felt like I was going crazy. I finally took another one and layed down in bed. Feel a little better now. I just don't know how much longer I can hang in there with my husband gone. I feel like I'm falling to pieces and he is the only real support I have. I'm stressing out and I have know one to lean on right now. I just don't know if I can hold it together for the kids. What do I do? I feel like I'm spiraling downward and can't stop it.